SEPANG - National track cyclist Datuk Azizulhasni Awang, known as "The Pocket Rocketman," displayed visible emotions at Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA) today as he recounted his disqualification from the keirin event at the Paris 2024 Olympics.
While Azizulhasni, who is known for his small physique and immense spirit, had previously shared his thoughts on social media, his sadness and frustration were fully evident in person.
Reflecting on the incident, he stressed that losing a race is something he could accept, provided he had the chance to compete.
However, being disqualified and unable to showcase his skills in his favorite event was a different matter altogether.
"In a race, if I lose but have given my all, I can accept that. But this time, I couldn’t do anything," he said, struggling to hold back tears.
"As elite athletes, we live, eat, and sleep for the sport, all for the country. I even put my family second, with sport always coming first. Even during holidays, I still train, all for the Olympics."
Azizulhasni admitted that he still struggles to process what happened and asked for more time to calm down and recover mentally.
"My spirit was burning to compete, but this happened, and I am speechless. I don't know how to process or accept it. This is not the ending I wanted, but as a Muslim, I must accept destiny," he added.
When asked about his potential retirement, Azizulhasni said he needs time to reflect.
However, he remains open to helping the national team or serving as a sparring partner if needed.
"My family has asked me to stop, especially after my heart issues.
"I promised one more Olympics for the country, but right now, I need time to process everything," he added.